I wish I had more time to write here. I often think of things I want to write here, ways I'm dealing with my grief and sorrow. I wish I had something profound to share. It always feels good to get them out of my mind and written down. If I worked less hours I might have the time to write more often.
Today I was thinking of the concert we saw Friday night and I thought of what I would say to you about it and what you would say back to me. It feels sad that I have conversations with you in my mind all on my own because I can't speak to you in person. It feels like I am trapped in a world of solitude. Slowly I think I get more used to it and it feels more normal some days to just live without you.
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