Every so often I can feel some bits of warmth and joy returning. I can have a genuine smile. That nagging grief does creep back up and guilt tells me that I should not feel joy yet.
I remembered something that made me laugh again this morning. We had gone to this one hair cutting shop back in Napa while we were visiting. The woman did your hair in quite a strange hairstyle and we both had a laugh about that. I sat and watched her style your hair wondering what on earth she was doing and what you would think of it. Oh, what I wouldn't give to laugh with you once again.
I remember how one of our favorite things to do together was eat the small Reese's peanut butter cups. We surely would have bought some if you had finished the trip to visit me.
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